2021 : Box of mixed emotions

I remember on this day last year I was making my 2021 resolution list, just before writing this I cut that list. I completed almost all points of my resolution list this year but not the way I wanted them to 

complete.

My year was started full of hope and excitement, but I never thought that things will go out of my imagination. This year not only taught me philosophy and lessons of life but I practically applied all these this year which is the only reason why I was able to survive this year.

2021 was actually a very different year for me, I experienced many emotions, situations for the first time. The worst emotion I can feel was what I felt this year. I truly considered myself very strong because I survive all this despite being a high overthinker.

One thing that I lack this year is that I doubt myself in the crucial situation of mine, of course, I faced consequences of doubting myself not believing myself. so this is my resolution for the rest of my life that I will have faith in myself, my capabilities and never doubt them.

"it's not about how long you live, it's about how much you live in that moment". from April to November my life was going like it is just passing. I had an unproductive and unhealthy schedule. In December my college gets started, I must mention that what and how much I lived in only one month is much much more than I live in the whole year. 

I lived some happy moments also with my close ones and huge thanks to the 'rockstar' music album to save me :)

"Man proposes but God disposes of ". despite the plan you have, God has his own plans. so my plans for 2022 is just to keep my mental health stable, let me explore things without my past boundaries.be more kind and the most important thing is that this time I am not expecting anything from this year but I'll enjoy whatever it'll give me. 

happy new year